Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Tuesday, August 26

Today I am in Chicago. I am watching the Democratic National Convention and pondering how Mark Warner could have possibly wasted his keynote opportunity any more than he did. The Governor of Montana is currently on, and let me tell you - they should have given this guy the keynote (except that he keeps referring to Obama as "Barack OHHH-bama"). Speaking of politics I got the following e-card from my mother today:



Hillary Clinton. Wow. I have so much respect for her....that can't have been an easy speech to give, but she executed it flawlessly and, as Rachel Maddo of MSNBC said, will "move those who are movable." Perfect speech, perfect message, perfect execution. Bravo, Hillary!



Thursday, August 14, 2008

Thursday, August 14


Today I am in Chicago. My marathon training has definitely improved....I've done two, 13-mile runs in the past two weekends (including the Chicago Distance Classic Half Marathon this past Sunday) and am feeling better about my marathon readiness. There was a point about midway through the CDC where I was a little tired but still running well, and I knew that I would definitely finish the race. That may sound strange considering it was my 8th half marathon, but there are usually these moments of doubt that cross my mind and I didn't really have any of those in this race. That was a positive sign to me. I feel better knowing that I'm following my training plan and that with each week, I am gaining confidence and putting more miles behind me.


My 20th high school reunion is this weekend. Yikes!


Here's a photo of Dewey on the new couch.


Sunday, July 20, 2008

Sunday, July 20

Today I am in Chicago. I ran 13 miles in the last two days, which is more than I ran in the previous 7 days combined. My legs are SORE! I did 7 miles yesterday as part of my marathon training and then did a 10K this morning. I feel like I'm somewhat getting back into my groove with running, though it's still a struggle to convince myself to get up for it every day. Even writing about it is boring me.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Sunday, July 13

Today I am in Chicago. I am really struggling with training for the marathon. It's all about running certain distances, certain times, and checking a box in my training schedule - no fun. I was doing pretty well and then my work schedule got so crazy and I came down with a stomach bug, neither of which helped my mindset about this. I need to get back on track (the race is 3 months from yesterday!) but at the same time I feel I need to step back and just run to run for a little while, without thinking about times, distance, or checking that box. Sigh.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Sunday, June 22

Today I am in London. I flew here Friday night on my way to Budapest. Wayne and I had a great day yesterday - we met up in the early afternoon and went shopping in the West End where I found a store that carries nothing but little dresses with empire waist sashes and cap sleeves. It was Betsy Elizabeth dress heaven. We wandered back towards Leicester Square for a couple of drinks, and then went to Le Beaujolais for a lovely bottle of Lirac and a snack of yummy, super stinky cheese. Then it was off to see Cabaret, and the night took a bit of an embarassing turn when I fell asleep midway through the first act. I woke up with a start during intermission and Wayne later told me he had to shake me three times to wake me up! Aye yi yi - guess I can't get two hours of sleep on a plane and drink half a bottle of wine and expect to remain conscious. We watched the end of the show and then went out for a post-show dinner of mussels and frites. Twelve hours of sleep later I am writing this from the Hilton London Bridge in my new happie loves it black polka dot dress and leggings and I am happy. Still sleepy, but happy. Off to Budapest tonight!

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Sunday, June 8

Today I am in Chicago. I picked up my marathon training program information today, and it made me feel SO much better about it. I ran 10 miles as recently as 2 weeks ago, and on this plan we don't do 10 miles until week 5! Plus, there are 2 rest days built in to the schedule, and the longest weekday run is 8 miles. I just have to manage my time really well and I should be okay. Whatever happens, I am committed to following the training program to the letter - I remember how hard my first half-marathon was after not training properly (and how much easier the ones have been when I did train properly).

I am really gonna do this!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Wednesday, May 14

Today I am in Chicago.

Okay, more about the SB race. I got to Solvang around 6:20am and saw crowds of people lining the sidewalk. It turned out these were all people waiting to be transported to the start line! The last bus was supposed to leave at 6:30 and there was NO WAY all of these people were getting on that bus. We waited, and waited, and finally at about 7:10 the last buses left to take us to the start line in Santa Ynez (never mind that the race started 10 minutes ago...). We got to the start line at 7:20 and with very little fanfare I started off on the course. It was definitely a weird way to start, weaving in through the walkers and spectators. The lengthy wait for transport left me brimming with energy, and I was mindful not to go out too fast - it was hard to read pace, though, because a) I was passing a lot of people who I would have been in front of had I started on time and b) there were no mile markers. I reached the second water stop and heard we were at 3.7 miles- I looked at my watch and I was around 40 minutes....this didn't seem right but I figured it was better to be too slow at this point anyway.

The first few miles were rolling hills that wound through residential Santa Ynez. I kept thinking that you really have to make a choice when you live in an area like that - convenience or beautiful surroundings - because although it was very pretty, there was NOTHING around for miles except for a biker bar and a general store. Around Mile 6 we started up what was billed as "the short hill climb." This was a hill to rival the mountain stages of the Tour de France (and, as I learned the following day, Solvang was a Tour training site for Lance Armstrong and team for several years). I chugged my way up - it was a real struggle but I kept telling myself I wasn't going to walk and to just keep putting one foot in front of the other. I finally made it to the top and fortunately there was a water stop so I could catch my breath before heading to the glorious downhill.

Here is a link to some photos:

http://www.fotojack.com/photo/index.htm?race=1020&val=1654

Will write more in next post.....

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Saturday, May 10

Today I am in Santa Barbara. I ran the Santa Barbara Wine Country Half Marathon earlier today and finished in 2:14:01!!! That's over EIGHT MINUTES better than my previous PR. I'm still in a state of disbelief that I finished so far ahead of my time in Cabo. Was it the fact I ran Valpo 3 weeks ago? The mostly downhill 2nd half of the course? The result of a good night's sleep? I really can't explain why or how I improved so much from Valpo (10 minutes improvement....) but I do recall being at the halfway point and knowing I was going to PR. There is a stunning contrast between feeling like crap almost from the start of Valpo, and this race where I felt great the whole way. And...about halfway through the course today I ran BY FAR the biggest hill of my life (a BFH, as we say in the biz).

The course was really beautiful - I would definitely do this race again. It wasn't well-organized (we waited in Solvang for about 45 minutes for the buses to pick us up so I didn't even cross the start line until more than 20 minutes after the official start) and there weren't any mile markers, but that wound up being a good thing because it was nice not to know how far I had to go (especially when I heard someone at the final water stop say were we at Mile 11 but it was really much closer to Mile 12.

Wow - what a day - I can't even express how proud I am. I really surprised myself today. Another great day to be alive, to be a runner, to mark yet another milestone in this amazing journey I've had in becoming an athlete. I am so thankful for this day to discover another dimension of my strength, my determination, my ability to achieve what I set out to do. I am over the moon!

Tomorrow it's off to Santa Ynez wine country, the home of Sideways!

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Saturday, May 3

Today I am in Chicago. I wasn't intending to watch the Kentucky Derby today but I happened to turn on the television just as the horses were being led to the starting line. The race was exciting, but afterwards the runner-up fell to the track and it was soon learned that she broke both front ankles and was euthanized within minutes. This made me very sad.

I don't know why I've always felt a connection to horses - maybe it's my memories of being on the McKeever's farm, as it was just up the road from our house in Michigan. Maybe it's their big, brown eyes. But I remember very clearly what happened to Barbaro and how I, like countless others, marveled at his will to live and was so saddened when he finally succumbed to his injuries. Maybe my connection to horses is borne of the relationship that my family has always had with animals, whether it's treating our dogs like relatives or having so much respect for my sister's work at the Humane Society of the United States. Whatever that love is, and wherever it comes from, I felt so sad today watching that gorgeous girl and her tough race for second, only to be laid to rest on the very same track.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Saturday, April 26

Today I am in Chicago, and technically it is Sunday but to me the day doesn't change until I have gone to sleep.

I was out with friends tonight and at some point the conversation turned to running. I was struck, not at all for the first time, that when this particular topic is raised my brain and body go into some sort of overdrive: I sit up straighter, I pay more attention to others' comments, I have many opportunities to give meaningful input. What I find even more interesting is that when I talk about running, people pay attention to what I'm saying. I don't mean that in a woe-is-me kind of way at all, but it strikes me that I have important things to say about running and that I am a pretty damn decent source of information on the subject. What strikes me even more is why on earth I don't just get off my ass (irony intended) and make this a bigger part of my life, i.e. take the plunge on opening a running store? I am utterly fascinated that I haven't done anything about this yet. I mean, how many people can say they know EXACTLY what they want to do, have the means to do it, and yet, somehow, don't do it? I must admit - the stronghold I've built around the idea that I won't succeed at this is quite impressive.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Sunday, April 20

Today I am in Boston and marathon fever is everywhere! My final time in Valpo was 2:24:31, which makes it my 2nd fastest half marathon by about a minute. My split had me doing 10:40 pace, and I slowed to 11:02 pace in the 2nd half. Nice faaaaade.....

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Saturday, April 19

Today I am in Chicago, and earlier I was in Valparaiso, IN where I ran the Valpo Mini Marathon (half marathon). I'm not sure yet of my final time but I think it was somewhere around 2:25, so it should be my second best finish. This was a tough one. I guess it's not supposed to be easy, but compared to how I felt in Cabo my last two races have been really challenging and somewhat frustrating. I only got about 3 hours of sleep the night before (and 5 the night before that) so I was pretty depleted of energy going into the race. Excuses, excuses. The frustrating thing about this one is that I totally had a chance for a PR but I was just worn out. I was at 1:50 right around 10 miles, so if I had been able to keep up a 10:00/min pace to the end I easily would have PR'd. Oh well - I'm glad I did it (my 6th half!) because I badly needed this race in advance of Santa Barbara on May 10.

A few things come to mind that I need to focus on in the days before SB:

1) Drink at least 64oz. of water every day in the week before a race.
2) I have to make sleep a priority - I can't go into another race on 3 hours sleep.
3) Pay more attention to my stress level, alcohol consumption, and what I'm eating. I wasn't particularly stressed going into this race because I had been in Palm Springs most of the week, but I wasn't sleeping for some reason (other than because I was having too much fun in PS to sleep!), and I definitely drank and ate more than usual in the Springs.

Tomorrow I go to Boston to cheer Sue on in the marathon, and then it's off to Dallas. Yee haw!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Thursday, April 17

Today I am in Los Angeles, at LAX to be exact, awaiting my delayed flight back to Chicago. Since I have some time I thought I would take this opportunity to voice my opinion on last night's Democratic Hit Job, er, Debate.

In a word? It sucked.

Charlie Gibson and George Snufalupagus should be ashamed of themselves. First of all, it wasn't a debate. The first 45 minutes were pure Sunday morning talk show, and a bad one at that (and GS should have shined here - it's his day job, for crying out loud - instead he sounded like a dimwitted Ross Perot). They had to give equal time to Hillary Clinton so for every question about Obama's past she would simply say that it was despicable, intolerable, regrettable, disrespectful, or some such bullshit. You all no I am no longer any kind of HRC fan but she had no chance in the first half to demonstrate any knowledge of the issues, which is her strong suit. My favorite moment of the debate was this exchange (apologies for the long paste):

MR. STEPHANOPOULOS: I want to give Senator Clinton a chance to respond, but first a follow-up on this issue, the general theme of patriotism in your relationships. A gentleman named William Ayers, he was part of the Weather Underground in the 1970s. They bombed the Pentagon, the Capitol and other buildings. He's never apologized for that. And in fact, on 9/11 he was quoted in The New York Times saying, "I don't regret setting bombs; I feel we didn't do enough."

An early organizing meeting for your state senate campaign was held at his house, and your campaign has said you are friendly. Can you explain that relationship for the voters, and explain to Democrats why it won't be a problem?

SEN. OBAMA: George, but this is an example of what I'm talking about.

This is a guy who lives in my neighborhood, who's a professor of English in Chicago, who I know and who I have not received some official endorsement from. He's not somebody who I exchange ideas from on a regular basis.

And the notion that somehow as a consequence of me knowing somebody who engaged in detestable acts 40 years ago when I was 8 years old, somehow reflects on me and my values, doesn't make much sense, George.

The fact is, is that I'm also friendly with Tom Coburn, one of the most conservative Republicans in the United States Senate, who during his campaign once said that it might be appropriate to apply the death penalty to those who carried out abortions.

Do I need to apologize for Mr. Coburn's statements? Because I certainly don't agree with those either....

....SEN. CLINTON: Well, I think that is a fair general statement, but I also believe that Senator Obama served on a board with Mr. Ayers for a period of time, the Woods Foundation, which was a paid directorship position.

And if I'm not mistaken, that relationship with Mr. Ayers on this board continued after 9/11 and after his reported comments, which were deeply hurtful to people in New York, and I would hope to every American, because they were published on 9/11 and he said that he was just sorry they hadn't done more. And what they did was set bombs and in some instances people died. So it is -- you know, I think it is, again, an issue that people will be asking about. And I have no doubt -- I know Senator Obama's a good man and I respect him greatly but I think that this is an issue that certainly the Republicans will be raising....

....SENATOR OBAMA: I'm going to have to respond to this just really quickly, but by Senator Clinton's own vetting standards, I don't think she would make it, since President Clinton pardoned or commuted the sentences of two members of the Weather Underground, which I think is a slightly more significant act than me --than me serving on a board with somebody for actions that he did 40 years ago.

Zing! That'll teach her to agree with Snufalupagus. So, we've sunk to new lows in campaigns, in attack ads, in blog posts, and now, as was, I suppose, inevitable, in political debates.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Wednesday, April 16

Today I am in Glendale, CA. I had four wonderful days in Palm Springs. The weather was spectacular and I had a much better time at the corporate events this year knowing what to expect in terms of not knowing anyone. As it happened, I wound up running into a man I had met over 4 years ago at a training class - we got to be fast friends that week, and at the time we were both married and he was living in Brazil. Now, we're both not married and he is living in New York. So....who knows where that will go but it was lovely to reconnect with an old friend, especially because it was such a surprise to see him after all these years.

Yesterday I had the privilege to hear from Nando Parrado, one of the Uruguayan rugby players whose plane crashed in the Andes in 1972. His story was amazing, and gave new meaning to the term "problem." I was talking to Mauricio (my long lost friend from Brazil) about it after; Mauricio has seen Nando speak a few times and in one of those talks he said that they would wake up some days thinking they were dead and had gone to hell. He said that he knows hell is not fire, it is ice. Imagine waking up and seeing nothing but snow and suffering and devastation and thinking that you were dead and in hell. That really blew my mind.

Tomorrow I have a meeting here in Glendale and then I'm going home. I haven't been gone this long in a while, and I'm looking forward to being back in my own bed.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Sunday, April 13

Today I am in Palm Springs. Oh. My. God.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Saturday, April 12

Today I am in rainy Chicago.

In a speech earlier today in Muncie, IN, Obama said that he "misspoke" in characterizing Pennsylvania voters as bitter. This is sad. The man gives an extremely eloquent description of middle class frustration, and is pressured into backing off of it because of a bunch of hatchet job blog posts. The race for the nomination has hit, for the the umpteenth time, an all-time low. How is Obama saying PA voters are "bitter" any different from Hillary Clinton saying that NC voters are "getting slammed?" I can't wait for this friggin' thing to be over - it's depressing.

Friday, April 11, 2008

Friday, April 11

Today I am in Chicago and will start off this post by saying that I lied. I lied when I said that my last anti-Clinton post would be my last because I am so outraged that I can't not say something.

As was widely reported in today's Huffington Post, Barack Obama was recently asked why his candidacy hasn't connected with middle class Pennsylvanians. Here is his response:

"Here's how it is: in a lot of these communities in big industrial states like Ohio and Pennsylvania, people have been beaten down so long, and they feel so betrayed by government, and when they hear a pitch that is premised on not being cynical about government, then a part of them just doesn't buy it. And when it's delivered by -- it's true that when it's delivered by a 46-year-old black man named Barack Obama (laugher), then that adds another layer of skepticism (laughter).

But -- so the questions you're most likely to get about me, 'Well, what is this guy going to do for me? What's the concrete thing?' What they wanna hear is -- so, we'll give you talking points about what we're proposing -- close tax loopholes, roll back, you know, the tax cuts for the top 1 percent. Obama's gonna give tax breaks to middle-class folks and we're gonna provide health care for every American. So we'll go down a series of talking points.

But the truth is, is that, our challenge is to get people persuaded that we can make progress when there's not evidence of that in their daily lives. You go into some of these small towns in Pennsylvania, and like a lot of small towns in the Midwest, the jobs have been gone now for 25 years and nothing's replaced them. And they fell through the Clinton administration, and the Bush administration, and each successive administration has said that somehow these communities are gonna regenerate and they have not. So it's not surprising then that they get bitter, they cling to guns or religion or antipathy to people who aren't like them or anti-immigrant sentiment or anti-trade sentiment as a way to explain their frustrations.

Um, now these are in some communities, you know. I think what you'll find is, is that people of every background -- there are gonna be a mix of people, you can go in the toughest neighborhoods, you know working-class lunch-pail folks, you'll find Obama enthusiasts. And you can go into places where you think I'd be very strong and people will just be skeptical. The important thing is that you show up and you're doing what you're doing."

In response to this, Hillary Clinton and John McCain have both branded Obama as an elitist who is out of touch with middle class voters. To this, Obama had the following brilliant response:

"Here's what's rich. Sen. Clinton says, I don't think people are bitter in Pennsylvania. I think Barack's being condescending. John McCain says, he's obviously out of touch with people. Out of touch? John McCain, it took him three tries to figure out the home foreclosure crisis was a problem and to come up with a plan for it, and he's saying I'm out of touch? Sen. Clinton voted for a credit card sponsored bankruptcy bill that made it harder for people to get out of debt, after taking money from the financial services companies, and she says I'm out of touch?"

"No, I'm in touch. I know exactly what's going on. I know what's going on in Pennsylvania, I know what's going in Indiana, I know what's going in Illinois. People are fed up. They're angry and they're frustrated and they're bitter, and they want to see a change in Washington, and that's why I'm running for president of the United States of America."

Okay, so does Hillary Clinton just take this as her cue to shut up? Of course not, and today her campaign issued the following statement:

"Instead of apologizing for offending small town America, Senator Obama chose to repeat and embrace the comments he made earlier this week. It's unfortunate that Senator Obama didn't say he was sorry for what he said. Americans are tired of a President who looks down on them -- they want a President who will stand up for them for a change. The Americans who live in small towns are optimistic, hardworking and resilient. They deserve a president who will respect them."

Are you fucking kidding me? You mean apologize, like what you should have done, Hillary, for "misspeaking" about Bosnia and then continuing to "misspeak" even after your account had been refuted? You mean respect, like what you didn't do when you insulted the intelligence of voters everywhere by saying the Bosnia "slip" was a result of too little sleep? Perhaps your campaign should focus less on hit job e-mails and more on practicing what you preach.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Thursday, April 10

Today I am in Chicago. Since I feel I'm writing this blog mostly for myself (and it's more than a feeling - I know I'm the only person who reads it - otherwise people would leave COMMENTS - hint, hint), I want to start using this space to say things are more personally relevant to me.

Case in point, I feel finally, at the tender age of 37, that I can be more honest with myself. I am starting to realize that aging isn't so much about the external changes as the internal, and that only with time and experience and years on the clock can you really learn to appreciate all of the things that have come before. When you are in your teens you only think about graduating high school and being 21. When you are 21, you think about getting the job, impressing people, flirting, having money, achieving a certain status. Along the way you make a lot of mistakes. Then - mercifully - when you are in your 30s you start to put all of this shit together and think about how you want to lead your life in a way that matters. The mistakes of the past lose their tarnish because you look at them less as mistakes and more as lessons. You want to get to the bottom of things. Why am I the way I am? What experiences have had the most effect on me, and if they are negative experiences how am I continuing to let them inform my behavior? For some people the getting-to-the-bottom-of-things is scary. To me, it's a gift. I feel truly relaxed when I say things out loud that I have long thought but never said. It's cliched but there really is closure in acknowledging something - as though saying it or writing it makes it so and lets you move beyond.

So....where is all of this going? Well, even though this blog is mostly for me it's still in the public domain, so I will leave the genesis of this post for my private thoughts. But suffice to say that I am ready to acknowledge, accept, and put to rest those things that have in the past dragged me down, and use the remaining (and growing) strength to look once again toward the future. It's a nice sight.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Because I am a runner....

I wrote this list a while ago but I wanted to memorialize it somewhere.

Because I am a runner....

....I am physically and mentally strong
....I trust in my ability to finish what I start
....I have seen parts of Budapest, London, Melbourne, New York City, Cabo san Lucas, Tucson, and, most importantly, my home city of Chicago (just to name a few) that I otherwise wouldn't have
....I am part of a community
....a Google search of my name turns up mostly race results
....I don't worry about my weight
....I have the stamina to work long hours as needed
....I know what a fartlek is
....I could run for help, or away from someone, if I needed to
....I now know that when you are sleepy, the best thing you can do is run (yes, running actually wakes you up - who knew!)
....my overall health is better
....I have a different kind of respect for myself
....I can talk for hours about wicking fabrics, pronation, and tempo training
....I have a surefire way to de-stress and brighten my mood
....I have quad, hamstring, and calf muscles
....people are impressed with my accomplishments
....I got to know my new neighborhood
....I can help my friends who are new to running
....I have a training schedule
....I have a race schedule

Friday, April 4, 2008

Friday, April 4

Today I am in Chicago and just read something that must be shared.

Factor military duty into criticism
By Lawrence Korb and Ian Moss
April 3, 2008

In 1961, a young African-American man, after hearing President John F. Kennedy's challenge to, "Ask not what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country," gave up his student deferment, left college in Virginia and voluntarily joined the Marines.

In 1963, this man, having completed his two years of service in the Marines, volunteered again to become a Navy corpsman. (They provide medical assistance to the Marines as well as to Navy personnel.) The man did so well in corpsman school that he was the valedictorian and became a cardiopulmonary technician.

Not surprisingly, he was assigned to the Navy's premier medical facility, Bethesda Naval Hospital, as a member of the commander in chief's medical team, and helped care for President Lyndon B. Johnson after his 1966 surgery. For his service on the team, which he left in 1967, the White House awarded him three letters of commendation.

What is even more remarkable is that this man entered the Marines and Navy not many years after the two branches began to become integrated.

While this young man was serving six years on active duty, Vice President Dick Cheney, who was born the same year as the Marine/sailor, received five deferments, four for being an undergraduate and graduate student and one for being a prospective father.

Presidents Bill Clinton and George W. Bush, both five years younger than the African-American youth, used their student deferments to stay in college until 1968. Both then avoided going on active duty through family connections.

Who is the real patriot? The young man who interrupted his studies to serve his country for six years or our three political leaders who beat the system? Are the patriots the people who actually sacrifice something or those who merely talk about their love of the country?

After leaving the service of his country, the young African-American finished his final year of college, entered the seminary, was ordained as a minister, and eventually became pastor of a large church in one of America's biggest cities.

This man is Rev. Jeremiah Wright, the retiring pastor of Trinity United Church of Christ, who has been in the news for comments he made over the last three decades.

Since these comments became public we have heard criticisms, condemnations, denouncements and rejections of his comments and him.

We've seen on television, in a seemingly endless loop, sound bites of a select few of Rev. Wright's many sermons.

Some of the Wright's comments are inexcusable and inappropriate and should be condemned, but in calling him "unpatriotic," let us not forget that this is a man who gave up six of the most productive years of his life to serve his country.

How many of Wright's detractors, Rush Limbaugh and Bill O'Reilly to name but a few, volunteered for service, and did so under the often tumultuous circumstances of a newly integrated armed forces and a society in the midst of a civil rights struggle? Not many.

While words do count, so do actions. Let us not forget that, for whatever Rev. Wright may have said over the last 30 years, he has demonstrated his patriotism.

Lawrence Korb and Ian Moss are, respectively, Navy and Marine Corps veterans. They work at The Center For American Progress. Korb served as assistant secretary of Defense in the Reagan administration.

Copyright © 2008, Chicago Tribune

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Thursday, April 3

Today I am in Chicago. I decided to sign up for the Capital City Half Marathon, which is next weekend in Columbus. I love that I feel ready to run a half marathon on short notice. It's amazing how hard it is to get to this point and how easy it is to fall back. My mood is better, I lost a few pounds that were bugging me, and I am in such a fantastic place with my running right now. I have a pet peeve about misuse of the word "fantastic" because it literally means something that is of fantasy....but in this case it's the right word because only in Fantasyland could I have thought I'd ever consider myself to be, gulp, an athlete.

(Warning: my sister should probably not read the following paragraph.)

In other news, I am so sick of Hillary Clinton I could puke. Why does Obama get the shit beaten out of him over Jeremiah Wright, and she all but gets away with lying about sniper fire in Bosnia? Gee, Hillary....I'm pretty sure your vast credentials owe a lot to your time as First Lady - makes it kinda important for those experiences to be true, right? Oh - and James Carville is an ass.

Jonathan Alter's column this month in Newsweek brilliantly sums up my feelings on this matter:
http://www.newsweek.com/id/129587

Serenity now......and yes, whoever the nominee is will have my vote.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Sunday, March 30

Today I am in Chicago. I just got home from running the Shamrock Shuffle 8K and guess what? PR!!! Finish time by my watch was 49:19. Now to put into perspective what a big deal this is, my time last year was 53:09 and my previous PR was 51:53, set in 2005. I bested last year's time by ALMOST 4 MINUTES. So this is a big deal, indeed, and I'm actually a little emotional about it. Running gives me an inner (and outer) strength that I didn't have 5 years ago....I have done this on my own, for myself, with no one telling me I can't or that I won't succeed. You know, it's so easy to look back on times when you wish you had been stronger and think about how different life could have been if you had only felt this way then. But I have to believe that I am in this moment because of the things that I have experienced and that part of the reason it means so much and that I have tears of joy running down my face right now is that metamorphosis.

It's because of where I have come from that I can truly appreciate where I am.

UPDATE: official time was 49:18.
http://results.active.com/pages/oneResult.jsp?pID=35132307&rsID=60459

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Saturday, March 29

Today I am in Chicago. I can't believe it's the end of March.

Today I had one of my best runs of all time. A few weeks ago I "discovered" an awesome 4 mile loop in my 'hood - I say "discovered" because I have run portions of this loop for about two years, but never in this specific sequence so as to create the perfect 4 mile run. Anyway, I set out this afternoon to do the 4 miles. I didn't used to wear a watch for these types of runs, but today I decided to time myself and try to finish in 40 minutes. For me to run a couple of 10-minute miles isn't really a big deal, but to run 4 of them averaging 10 minutes/mile is a step faster than I'm used to. But....I figured this would be a good test of fitness and mental resolve, both of which are important in my new focus on thinking and living like an athlete.

(By the way, let me interrupt myself and say that I simply love running down the stretch of Chicago Avenue from Ashland to Western...it is full of people in high spirits (or maybe just high) who always say hello and tell me how fetching I look in my running tights - well, they don't use the word "fetching," but you get my meaning. There is also the occasional staggering drunk to run around so it keeps me on my toes.)

Once I got halfway down Western, I knew was going to make the 40 minutes so I started thinking maybe I could finish in 38. That would mean 4 miles at an average of 9:30, a full minute faster than my typical pace. I got to the last 100 yards or so and was practically sprinting, but I made it just in time!! 4 miles, 38:00. I was so pleased that I stayed positive and focused and used that to push myself beyond what I thought I could do. What a great feeling of accomplishment and pride! Hmm...perhaps if I think about it long enough I might find a little life lesson in there somewhere.....

Friday, March 28, 2008

Friday, March 28

Today I am in Chicago after flying back from Memphis this morning. Here is the political quote of the day:

"Senator Clinton has every right, but not a very good reason, to remain a candidate for as long as she wants to. As far as the delegate count and the interests of a Democratic victory in November go, there is not a very good reason for drawing this out. But as I have said before, that is a decision that only she can make." -- Sen. Patrick Leahy

"Every right, but not a very good reason" - I love it.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Thursday, March 27

Today I am in Memphis and am presently sitting in the Northwest Airlines lounge near to The Loudest Woman on Earth. I'm sure you've heard her: she of the piercing voice and constant giggles, lacks any mechanism to assess personal volume, when laughing she claps and flails back in her chair in a convulsive manner that makes me worried for her physical well-being.

Today is one of those days where I am sitting in the airport, delayed and bored, which inevitably leads to a rather mundane and bitchy series of observations as to what is going on nearby. Case in point: The Loudest Woman on Earth is now sitting next to The Loudest Sneezer on Earth. He just let one rip and it made me jump. I think situation calls for NW Club wine. Since the time I started writing this paragraph he has sneezed an additional 6 times and it's starting to freak me out.

I'm scheduled to run 10 miles this weekend in prep for the Santa Barbara Wine Country Half Marathon (http://www.runsantaynez.com/index.htm) which I am running on May 10. Hard to believe that in a little over 6 weeks I'll be doing another 1/2 marathon in a place I've never before seen. I've also entered the Soldier Field Ten Miler, the Bolder Boulder (10K in Boulder, CO), and, of course, the Chicago Marathon! I'm planning to run the Big Sur Half Marathon, which is actually in Monterey, not Big Sur, and is taking place on my birthday! It's weird to think that I have an actual race calendar (though it's not especially thought out, except that I want to do halfs about 2 months apart and run the marathon this fall). All part of thinking and living more like an athlete.....

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Sunday, March 23

Today I am in Chicago. Here is the political quote of the day (it was actually yesterday, but very late at night):

"Three weeks ago, my girl Tina Fey, she came on this show and she declared that bitch is the new black. You know I love you, Tina. You know you my girl, but I have something to say. Bitch may be the new black, but black is the new president, bitch." -- Tracy Morgan

Oh my - I can't envision a time where I won't think that is some seriously funny shit.

And on a related note, I just read a fantastic article on Politico.com about the reality of the Democratic race. Thank the lord someone in the media will finally admit that this race is all but over and that Obama will be the nominee. It's not as compelling of a story, but it's reality. Read on:

Story behind the story: The Clinton myth
By: Jim VandeHei and Mike Allen
March 22, 2008 06:43 AM EST

One big fact has largely been lost in the recent coverage of the Democratic presidential race: Hillary Rodham Clinton has virtually no chance of winning.

Her own campaign acknowledges there is no way that she will finish ahead in pledged delegates. That means the only way she wins is if Democratic superdelegates are ready to risk a backlash of historic proportions from the party’s most reliable constituency.

Unless Clinton is able to at least win the primary popular vote — which also would take nothing less than an electoral miracle — and use that achievement to pressure superdelegates, she has only one scenario for victory. An African-American opponent and his backers would be told that, even though he won the contest with voters, the prize is going to someone else.

People who think that scenario is even remotely likely are living on another planet.

As it happens, many people inside Clinton’s campaign live right here on Earth. One important Clinton adviser estimated to Politico privately that she has no more than a 10 percent chance of winning her race against Barack Obama, an appraisal that was echoed by other operatives.

In other words: The notion of the Democratic contest being a dramatic cliffhanger is a game of make-believe.

The real question is why so many people are playing. The answer has more to do with media psychology than with practical politics.

Journalists have become partners with the Clinton campaign in pretending that the contest is closer than it really is. Most coverage breathlessly portrays the race as a down-to-the-wire sprint between two well-matched candidates, one only slightly better situated than the other to win in August at the national convention in Denver.

One reason is fear of embarrassment. In its zeal to avoid predictive reporting of the sort that embarrassed journalists in New Hampshire, the media — including Politico — have tended to avoid zeroing in on the tough math Clinton faces.

Avoiding predictions based on polls even before voters cast their ballots is wise policy. But that's not the same as drawing sober and well-grounded conclusions about the current state of a race after millions of voters have registered their preferences.

The antidote to last winter's flawed predictions is not to promote a misleading narrative based on the desired but unlikely story line of one candidate.

There are other forces also working to preserve the notion of a contest that is still up for grabs.

One important, if subliminal, reason is self-interest. Reporters and editors love a close race — it’s more fun and it’s good for business.

The media are also enamored of the almost mystical ability of the Clintons to work their way out of tight jams, as they have done for 16 years at the national level. That explains why some reporters are inclined to believe the Clinton campaign when it talks about how she’s going to win on the third ballot at the Democratic National Convention in August.

That’s certainly possible — and, to be clear, we’d love to see the race last that long — but it’s folly to write about this as if it is likely. It’s also hard to overstate the role the talented Clinton camp plays in shaping the campaign narrative, first by subtly lowering the bar for the performance necessary to remain in the race, and then by keeping the focus on Obama’s relationships with a political fixer and a controversial pastor in Illinois.

But even some of Clinton’s own advisers now concede that she cannot win unless Obama is hit by a political meteor. Something that merely undermines him won't be enough. It would have to be some development that essentially disqualifies him.

Simple number-crunching has shown the long odds against Clinton for some time. In the latest Associated Press delegate count, Obama leads with 1,406 pledged delegates to Clinton’s 1,249. Obama’s lead is likely to grow, as it did with county conventions last weekend in Iowa, as later rounds of delegates are apportioned from caucuses he has already won.

The Democratic Party has 794 superdelegates, the party insiders who get to vote on the nomination in addition to the delegates chosen by voters. According to Politico's latest tally, Clinton has 250 and Obama has 212. That means 261 are uncommitted, and 71 have yet to be named.

An analysis by Politico's Avi Zenilman shows that Clinton’s lead in superdelegates has shrunk by about 60 in the past month. And it found Clinton is roughly tied among House members, senators and governors — the party’s most powerful elite.

Clinton had not announced a new superdelegate commitment since the March 4 primaries, until the drought was broken recently by Rep. John P. Murtha (D-Pa.) and West Virginia committeeman Pat Maroney.

Clintonistas continue to talk tough. Phil Singer, the Clinton campaign’s deputy communications director, told reporters on a conference call Friday that the Obama campaign “is in hot water” and is “seeing the ground shift away from them.” Mark Penn, the campaign’s chief strategist, maintained that it’s still “a hard-fought race between two potential nominees” and that other factors could come into play at the convention besides the latest delegate tally — “the popular vote, who will have won more delegates from primaries [as opposed to caucuses], who will be the stronger candidate against McCain.”

But let’s assume a best-case scenario for Clinton, one where she wins every remaining contest with 60 percent of the vote (an unlikely outcome since she has hit that level in only three states so far — her home state of New York, Rhode Island and Arkansas).

Even then, she would still be behind Obama in delegates.

There are 566 pledged delegates up for grabs in upcoming contests. Those delegates come from Pennsylvania (158), Guam (4) North Carolina (115), Indiana (72), West Virginia (28), Kentucky (51), Oregon (52), Puerto Rico (55), Montana (16) and South Dakota (15).

If Clinton won 60 percent of those delegates, she would get 340 delegates to Obama's 226. Under that scenario — and without revotes in Michigan and Florida — Obama would still lead in delegates by 1,632 to 1,589.

The only remote possibility of a win in delegates would come if revotes were held in Florida and Michigan — which, again, would take a political miracle. If Clinton won 60 percent of the delegates in both states, she would win 188 delegates and Obama would win 125. Clinton would then lead among pledged delegates, 1,777 to 1,757.

The other elephant in the room for Clinton is that Obama is almost certain to win North Carolina, with its high percentage of African-American voters, and also is seen as extremely strong in Oregon.

Harold Ickes, an icon of the Democratic Party who is Clinton’s chief delegate strategist, points out that every previous forecast about this race has been faulty. Asked about the Obama campaign’s contention that it’s mathematically impossible for Clinton to win, Ickes replied: “They can’t count. At the end of it, even by the Obama campaign’s prediction, neither candidate will have enough delegates to be nominated.”

This is true, as a matter of math. But even the Clinton campaign’s own best-case scenario has her finishing behind Obama when all the nominating contests are over.

“She will be close to him but certainly not equal to him in pledged delegates,” a Clinton adviser said. “When you add the superdelegates on top of it, I’ll think she’ll still be behind him somewhat in total delegates — but very, very close.”

The total gap is likely to be 75 to 110, the adviser said. That means Clinton would need either some of those pledged delegates to switch their support — which technically they can do, though it would be unlikely — or for the white-dominated group of superdelegates to join forces with her to topple Obama.

To foster doubt about Obama, Clinton supporters are using a whisper and pressure campaign to make an 11th-hour argument to party insiders that he would be a weak candidate in November despite his superior standing at the moment.

“All she has left is the electability argument,” a Democratic official said. "It’s all wrapped around: Is there something that makes him ultimately unelectable?”

But the audience for that argument, the superdelegates, will not easily overturn the will of the party’s voters.

And in fact, a number of heavyweight Democrats are looking at the landscape and laying the groundwork to dissuade Clinton from trying to overturn the will of the party rank and file.

House Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D-Calif.), who has not endorsed either candidate, appears to be among them. She told Bloomberg Television that superdelegates should "respect for what has been said by the people.” And she told ABC’s “This Week” that it would be “harmful to the Democratic Party” if superdelegates overturn the outcome of elections.

A Democratic strategist said that given the unlikelihood of prevailing any other way, Clinton now must “scare” superdelegates “who basically just want to win.”

The strategist said Clinton aides are now relying heavily on the controversy over Obama’s retiring minister, the Rev. Jeremiah Wright, to sow new seeds of doubt.

“This issue is the first thing that’s come along that I think is potentially fatal to his electability argument,” the strategist said. “They’re looking ahead and saying: Is it possible this thing is just going to drip, drip, drip, drip — more video? Where does that leave us if he’s our presumptive nominee and he’s limping into the convention and the Republicans are just read to go on him, double-barreled?”

The strategist also said Clinton’s agents are making more subtle pitches. “I’ve heard people start to say: Have you looked at the vote in Ohio really carefully? See how that breaks down for him. What does that portend?” said the strategist. “Then they point to Pennsylvania: In electorally important battleground states, if he is essentially only carrying heavy African-American turnout in high-performing African-American districts and the Starbucks-sipping, Volvo-driving liberal elite, how does he carry a state like Pennsylvania?”

Her advisers say privately that the nominee will be clear by the end of June. At the same time, they recognize that the nominee probably is clear already.

What has to irk Clintons’ aides is that they felt she might finally have him on the ropes, bruised badly by the Wright fight and wobbly in polls.

But the bell rang long ago in the minds of too many voters.

Avi Zenilman contributed to this report.
© 2007 Capitol News Company, LLC

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Saturday, March 22

Today I am in Chicago. I realized this morning that today is Colin Murphy's birthday. Colin was my high school boyfriend and why I remember that March 22 is his birthday but I forget to take clothes out of the washer and wind up leaving them there overnight, I will never understand.

So....I love Dan Savage, he of Savage Love, of The Stranger in Seattle and thanks to the miracle of print syndication, of my own Chicago Reader. For the uninitiated, Dan is a relationship columnist of sorts though with a rather in-your-face perspective on things. If you are looking for soothing words, Dan Savage is not your guy. I saw the following post in his column this week about his appearance on Real Time with Bill Maher, and had to share - be warned, this post is not for the faint of ideology:

While we’re on the subject of all things Canadian, I said something on Real Time that seems to have upset all those normally placid, easygoing French-speaking Canadians. While discussing the hyper-religiosity of the American electorate, I made this observation: “Australia got the convicts. Canada got the French. We got the Puritans. We’re stuck with them.”

“I was very pleased to see that you are putting French-Canadians on the same level as the Australian convicts,” writes JNR of Montreal. “As a matter of fact, a few of these convicts came from Quebec, from where they were banished after the 1837’38 riot. But please don’t compare us to the Puritans.”

For the record: It was a compliment, Quebec. What I meant, of course, was that Australia was lucky to get the convicts and Canada was lucky to get the French, while we got stuck with the fucking Puritans and their sex-hating, Jesus-freaking, GOP-voting descendants. In fact, I’ll prove how much I love French-speaking Canada by offering English-speaking Canada this deal: The sane people in the United States will happily trade you the Bible Belt for Quebec. We’ll take those contentious secessionist headaches off your hands, and all those bilingual street signs, if you’ll take the 22 percent of our country that still believes George W. Bush is doing a good job.

You get Mike Huckabee and Gary Bauer; we get Justin Trudeau and Antoine Vermette. We get all your hot boys with sexy accents from Montreal; you get all our slope-shouldered, slack-jawed yokels from Mississippi. Do we have a deal?

Friday, March 21, 2008

Friday, March 21

Today I am in Chicago and I JUST REGISTERED FOR THE CHICAGO MARATHON! Wow. Okay. I'm really going to do it this year. The first time I went to the website to check it out I got nervous just thinking about training for it - but now I feel calm about it, and know that I can do it if I train properly. I really want to start thinking and living more like an athlete. It makes me feel good to take care of myself, and running has been one of the best things to ever happen to me. I've made friends, improved my health, maintained my weight, seen lots of cities in ways that many people don't, achieved goals, and increased my belief that I can do the things I say I will do (I'm still working on that last part...). Running makes me a better person.

It snowed about 6 inches here today. I am so sick of this winter - it just won't END.

Here are photos of me in Tucson (I don't know who the people are in the first 4 photos).

http://www.runphotos.com/browse.cfm?race_id=127&bib_number=388

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Sunday, March 16

Today I am in Tucson.



THE RACE IS DONE. I haven't really figured out yet how I feel about it, but I think that's mostly a function of how new it is and how tired I am. It was a tough course and we're a few thousand feet above sea level, so there were a couple of moments where I really was so tired I wanted to stop (or at least walk). BUT.....I didn't and I think this experience will make me mentally stronger for future races. I was kind of disappointed with my time - 2:25 - because it was a few minutes slower than Cabo. But again - tougher course and elevation, so I am okay with it and it's still my 2nd fastest half marathon ever. Anyway, glad it's over.



The food here in Tucson is awesome, especially if you like or want to try authentic Mexican food and not the Americanized cheese enchilada version. Yesterday I ate one of the yummiest meals of my life at Cafe Poca Cosa (featured by Rachael Ray when she filmed "$40 a Day" in Tucson). Right now I am craving eggs provencale from Ghini's French Cafe, which I read about yesterday and immediately decided should be my postrace meal. So...I'm off to do that and then head to Memphis!

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Wednesday, March 5

Today I am in Chicago. It occurred to me today that this is the best field of Democratic candidates we've had in my lifetime and we're going to waste it on this protracted nomination process. Two resulting thoughts:

1. Howard Dean should be fired.
2. Democrats are the new Cubs fans.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Wednesday, February 27

Today I am in Chicago. I went for a run this evening and was feeling pretty good about myself because it was cold and kind of icy and I went out anyway. These are the days when you don't feel like going but you know you have to. So there I am, running along, enjoying life, when I pass this guy running the other direction and JUGGLING. On the icy sidewalks. In the dark. So much for self-congratulation!

The main thing on my mind today is who is going to draw the short straw assignment of having to tell Hillary Clinton to withdraw from the race. God help us if she wins Texas or Ohio by enough of a margin to make her think she can still win the nomination. Can you imagine the hand-wringing going on in the Democratic Party right now? It must be like when the Nixon White House had to decide who was going to tell him he needed to resign. With respect to last night's debate, I was looking through the reader comments on the Washington Post online today and found this very insightful post in response to Hillary's claim of media bias:

"Hillary's whining about the media is absurd. She had a massive built in advantage with the media at the start of this race and its name was Bill Clinton. Anywhere he went he instantly monopolized coverage. She screwed up using him but that's her fault. Biden, Dodd and lots of others who have TONS more experience that Clinton got completely ignored by the media. If anyone should be complaining, they should."

Amen! In pro-Hillary news, I must admit that I loved Tina Fey's "endorsement" of Hillary on SNL in which she proclaimed that "bitch is the new black." Word.

PS: here's a link to the Tina Fey bit. High-larious. http://widgets.nbc.com/o/4727a250e66f9723/47c2f665c957dd9

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Tuesday, February 26

Today I am in Chicago after flying back from London last night. I had a nice time in Brussels and have decided that I must be part Belgian, what with their (and my) love of french fries, cheese, beer, mussels, chocolate, waffles, and Jean Claude van Damme. Okay, maybe not so much that last one. Here are a few photos:




Saturday, February 23, 2008

Saturday, February 23

Today I am in Brussels, and earlier I was in London. Brussels is an unplanned stop on my European vacation, but so far one that I am enjoying. I had dinner tonight at Restaurant Vincent, a place where my mom and Gary ate together over 20 years ago! The food was wonderful and the maitre'd flirted shamelessly, so it was an all-around uplifting experience. Tomorrow I shall walk around Grand Place and gorge myself on Belgian chocolates, and then on Monday it's back to London.

All of this loveliness aside, I am a bit homesick. I feel this way a lot when I am traveling outside the US - I'm not sure if it's that I'm so used to the comforts of home or that I feel a bit lonely traveling on my own. I swear, every time I hear an American accent I get these little pangs of "oh, I wish I was there now." I'll be glad to be back home in a few days.

Oh, I almost forgot - today I ran along the Thames!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Wednesday, February 13

Today I am in Chicago. The sun is shining here today, which is a nice break from our cloudy weather of late. Apparently last week we set a Chicago record for the most days in a row without sun (seven). Boy, am I happy to have been a part of that.


Heading to the UK early next week to see my old friend, Wayne. I'm sure I'll have lots of things to report, though fairly confident that most of them are things that I probably shouldn't share with my mom and dad.






Here are some new kitten pictures. I watched the last hour of the Westminster Dog Show last night and we all cheered when Uno the beagle won best in show - but I think they were a little miffed today because they were painfully cute! (Dewey is sitting on my semi-new dining room table - Rachel and Randy, you'll recognize the chairs.)

Monday, January 28, 2008

Monday, January 28


Today I am in Atlanta. This is the first time I have had to travel for work since before Christmas! Ugh. I was talking to this woman today on the plane and I was telling her I have a blog....she said, "well, don't you worry about people stalking you? I mean, for that you'd have to be very stalkable, which you obviously are." I've never had someone tell me before that I was "stalkable" and I wasn't quite sure how to take it.


Cabo was a bit of a revelation for me in that I realized I don't really like the forced socializing that comes with group trips, but I loved traveling to a destination race. I realized that I don't need these group thingies to do the races, and I can book my own trips to places I want to see and do a race. Plus, I can now be in half marathon shape at all times....yesterday I did four miles and felt like dog shit for most of it, so it was comforting to know that I can run several miles, not feel good, and still get it done. All I have to do is put one foot in front of the other.... So, with this in mind I am now entered into the Arizona Distance Classic in Tucson and the Santa Barbara Wine Country Half Marathon.

I have attached a photo from Cabo - I don't know why I have these cheesy grins in every picture dating back 30 years....aye carumba....

Monday, January 21, 2008

Monday, January 21

Today I am in Chicago, back from Cabo San Lucas. It was a great trip and a truly spectacular race. I finished in 2:22:23, which is 12 minutes faster than my last half marathon and 8 minutes faster than my previous personal best! I was so happy with the results - goes to show you what proper training can do....

We arrived on Thursday afternoon. There were 138 runners from Chicago Endurance Sports entered in the race, and I think we made up about a third of the field. :) I didn't sleep at all the night before I left, so I was super exhausted on Thursday night and got a solid night's sleep. It was a good thing because I didn't sleep very well at all the night before the race. There are so many things to think about when you are doing a "destination race" (especially in a foreign country) - what will I eat for breakfast? Is it safe to drink the water on the course? Will they have bathrooms? I tried to prepare as much as I could by bringing a special energy bar for breakfast, making my own Gatorade mix in the hotel, etc. Had my CES shirt all laid out with my number pinned to it, sunscreen, lip balm, energy gel, hat, sunglasses - I had never prepared in advance like that for a race before. In the end, everything worked out great. The people on the course were so nice to us - I had so much fun yelling out "hola!" to everyone and thanking them for their support. What a friendly bunch of folks. There was a funny moment around Mile 4 when we came upon a dozen Mexican men standing very quietly at the side of the road, watching us but in a somewhat somber manner. I waved and yelled out "buenas dias!" and they all sprang to life with huge smiles and loud cheers. "Aye! Chick-ah-go!," they yelled, seeing the CES logo on our shirts. "Vamos! Muy bien!" It was funny to see them go from statues to total animation. I had so much fun on the course and really tried to make the most of the experience. I think that helped me immensely with the physical challenge, given that it was a significant one. There were about 3 miles of hills from Miles 3 to 7 that were very challenging - they just kept going up, and up, and up (as hills are known to do). The road would curve and the hills would continue. But, I just kept trudging up, one foot in front of the other. Then came the turnaround and we got 3 miles of glorious downhill, the Sea of Cortez and Cabo San Lucas spread out in front of us. I turned to JoAnne, my CES friend with whom I ran most of the race and said, "This is why we run. Downhill, running in shorts and a tank top (when it's 9 degrees Fahrenheit in Chicago that day), this gorgeous view.....this is why we run." I was almost overcome by the rush of endorphins and just reveled in how thoroughly happy I felt. I need to think about it some more before I can put into words how that feels - it's like Christmas morning, the last day of school, hitting the jackpot, being in love....all at once. An amazing feeling and, for me, the reason that I keep running. Once you've felt that rush, you just want to feel it over and over again. I have never been addicted to anything in my life except that rush.

The rest of the trip was...rest. I went whale watching, ate some great food, met some wonderful new friends. I am glad to be back home with the kitty cats (and a high of 14 degrees today!) but am so happy for the experience I had in Mexico. I would do it all over again tomorrow.

Here is a link to my official certificate. :)

http://www.marcate.com.mx/home/certificado.asp?numero=224&cve_evento=123

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Wednesday, January 16

Today I am in Chicago. I am leaving for Cabo tomorrow - yippee! The race is on Saturday. I feel so prepared. I have done a few short runs this week and each one has felt awesome. I am hoping to have my personal best half marathon time here (known as a Personal Record, or PR, in running jargon...) of sub 2:30. Certainly not setting any world records, but it would be a big personal achievement and one that shows me I am ready to take my running to the next level. I was thinking today about how different it feels to run a few miles now and how your body really can adjust to longer distances to where the shorter ones feel almost effortless. It also reaffirms what I have known since I started running: if I can do this, anyone can do this. When I started running, I could run for about 30 seconds before I would have to stop and walk. Then 30 became 90 and 180 and then I could run a mile. Then a 5K. And so on. And here I am a few years later and days away from my 4th half marathon. The human body is truly an amazing machine.

I am writing this blog from my new laptop - I bought myself a Sony VAIO SZ. It's snazzy. It is so much lighter than my work laptop and it has a pretty display.

I realize I didn't really write anything about the Obama fundraiser that I went to last week. There isn't a ton to say, except that he was there and spoke for about 15 minutes - I was about 50 feet away from him. He seemed a bit worn out, but still energetic and committed. I have to admit that Hillary Clinton has impressed me lately, but I still think she's so old guard and ultimately quite boring. I saw pictures of her recently on a stage with her husband and Madeline Albright - not exactly a snapshot of the next generation candidate (unless the future is somehow back to 1993).

More from Cabo in the days to come!!!

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Barack Obama for President

I am writing this to anyone who hasn't yet decided to support Barack Obama for president. I've been alive for 37 years. I've been aware of politics almost all my life. At ten years old, I cried when Ronald Reagan was elected. I am writing now as somewho who believes that we have a moral, ethical, and political duty to elect Barack Obama as our next president.

For the past 8 years, I have been questioning my patriotism. Wondering if I could ever love this country with the nationalist pride I see in other countries, wondering if the shame at our actions in the world will ever make me feel proud to be an American again. What Barack Obama makes me understand is that it is because I love this country that I am sad about its current state. It is because I am proud to be an American that I support a Democratic candidate who believes in the rights of all citizens to participate fully in this country, regardless of their race, religion, economic status, sex, or sexual orientation. It is because I am a patriot that I support a candidate who believes we can do better and who is where he is because he worked his ass off, not because he cashed in family favors. Barack Obama makes me hope. He embodies everything that is great about this country. I believe what he says, I believe in who he is, and I believe he will be the next president of the United States. A person like him may only come along once in my lifetime - and we are so fortunate as a nation that this brilliant man who has spent his life working for people has chosen this time to stand up and say "pick me." Let's not waste this opportunity. Please join me in supporting Barack Obama for President.

Please watch Barack's speech after the Iowa caucuses - it will make you swell with pride.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XB-sNaaaJRU

For more on Barack's campaign, go to http://www.barackobama.com/

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Today I am in Chicago and have had quite an eventful day. First, I woke up to my carbon monoxide detector going off, so I called the fire department. Then, I accidentally armed my alarm system and that started going off - only problem there is that I have never enabled it so I didn't know what the code was! So that's blaring, the CM detector is chirping, and the fire engines are on their way. The firemen (all total southside Chicago guys...super nice to me but not exactly the hot fireman stereotype - I was crushed) got a moderatly low CM reading and called Peoples Gas to come out and take a look....turns out it was due an open fireplace damper and a dirty furnace filter. I am such a girl.